Tired...

I feel evrythin is not right....my whole life is messed up....wondering when it strted to go wrong....n now i know....

I am a jerk...before till now....screwed up many things in this life....wasted evrythin i have...if 1 day ppl will strt sying things or ignore me...well,its my fault at frst...i dont blame ppl saying bad things to me...i know who am i...i knw wat i've done...

now,i'm trying to built a new life out of smthin dat has been ruined...it tkes time....built trust frm ppl....especially family..frens...i cant say if i change...so,i'll let u judge...

I juz wanna apologize to evryone dat i've hurt....hope u'all 4give me.... :(

I admit my mistake...wat i've done in d past till today...i knw some of u hate me...mayb majority of u'all hate me...some juz b good in front of me...later its a diffrent story...well,thanx to all....

thanx to all readers...will post again nxt time...chow...tke cre...

MY LIFE

Change...

I dnt knw wat actualy hapen.....

I dnt knw wat i've done...

if thr's smthin regarding me about ur prblm...

Juz say so...

as i said before...

THE TRUTH DOES HURT..BUT ITS BETTER THAN NOT KNOWING..

look into things with diffrent perspective

this is a dialog frm a soldier to his captain...

During a war,batalion 101 is losing..they endure raining of bullets and most of them died..So,their captain ask them to fall back.....

Soldier:Captain..why are we retreating???

Captain:who says that we are retreating??we are only

advancing in a diffrent direction.....

People always see things in a diffrent way..some are like the soldier..n some like the captain...

Some things may differ from others...

n its how to look at it.....

judging a situation wisely may help you when you are making conclusion....

Judge people by what their action is,not by words.........

Action Speaks Louder Than Words....

Some people only know to say....but never do it....

Like my father ever say to me....

The Slightest Good Deeds,Outweights The Greatest Intention

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its never easy knwing the truth...u strt to think..some r negative n some r positive..

The negative:

why???

why should keep it 4 so long?

to protect?

there is an old saying..HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY

wat hapen to dat?

all this hapen 4 so long n nobody bother 2 tell.....

is all diz 4 my protection?

wat about all diz time?

its juz sad,dissapoint,n heartbreaking knwing all diz...

The positive:

opens my mind to new things....

n things dat i will eventually come to...

now i had diffrnt way of seeing thing...

WHEN U SEE IT ISNT THERE,IT DOESN'T MEAN ITS NOT THERE

belive...

dats the word...some say:SEEING IS BELIVING

wat about god?heaven?hell?

life is full of suprises...nvr know wat will hapen nxt...we can only hope..

LOVE,PEACE,UNITY.....hav a nice day..^^

Haluuu....

Hey...juz got bck frm kk diz morning...very tired...i met my kzen in sipiting...celebrate her grndmther's brthday....the 'kampung' was fine...cool by nite n hot by day...travel to beaufort..buy some hardware wif my uncle..journey was ok...in kk for 2 days b4 heading 2 sipitang...went to cp buy some pants..watch movie....n you knw wat..the movie sucks...hem...now,kinda bored...tired..mayb should get some rest...c ya...

hahahaha

hahahaha...i found smthin interesting..not goin to tell nyway...ppl do chnge right???some of my frens change a lot while some still the same as bck thn...me??i dnt noe...some say i've change n some say i'm still d same....its been quite a while since i went to tawau for my form4 n form5...2 years...hehe...i tke up pure science....+maths..huh..1 of my weak sbjct....chem..my god...last minit stdy...apa nda angkang...haha..hope my rezot will b ok..i thnk the rezot will b out in march...mayb la...hem..wat 2 say...blured..dats all la..aiya..nxt time i wrte lg..k..bye..^^